you are important to me

when i was browsing youtube i found this song that really related with my situation right now..i really appreciate with you guys hardwork... anyway thank mak and abah!!! luv you very much..situasi hari nih memang membuka mata anak mu ini...

This song is just for you

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alat untuk hempas sgala kemarahan

Fish-ball memang benci giler dengan PINK sebab die adalah so simple i hate it..the color is so striking for me..goshh i don't know if what i hav to do if i have hubby yg minat pink perghh tak mau fikir
back to the story 
fish-ball dah jumpa da alat untuk fish-ball hempas geram or tension ,mcm skarunk nih fish-ball tgh baring-baring sambil hempas-hempas kaki fish-ball atas die nih, fish-ball terjumpa die masa fish-ball tengah wat keja kt dalam bilik hurm stich warna  PINK  besar pulak tue..tak tau la sape punyer owner nih..fish-ball bagi secret name die PINKY Stich..tak sanggup nk tengok pinky nih sbb terlampau pink and bleh buat orang pening biler tengok color die..first time nampak die terdampar atas katil hehehe first ayat "abis la riwayat kamu nanti..HAHAHA"*evil laugh* nih la benda yang first warna pink yg pernah berada dekat dengan fish-ball nih..tp kalo kawan yang suka pakai pink memang banyak, maybe dieorg nak attention lebeh kot..=D

penting kah die

please apologize me if this thing are wrong in your perception..=)

berdasarkan pandangan kawan-kawan fish-ball, mereka cakap fish-ball nih seorang yang suka cakap terus terang and suka main-main..hehehe its true!!!

fish-ball sayang kawan-kawan fish-ball semua nya!!! until one thing that make me recall back ...
APAKAH MAKSUD SAHABAT AKA FRIEND

fish-ball tak pernah terjangka yang satu hari nanti ada orang akan mempertikaikan kenapa fish-ball berkawan dengan dia sedangkan die adalah ....and in just a moment  he/she has lost some of his friends..until now i still don't know what a meaning of friend

hurmmm thats hurt i think...

and the answer for that question is
dahulu saya pernah buang kawan kerana satu point sahaja tapi akhir nya saya sedar yang kawan saya itu ialah  antara kawan yang terbaik saya pernah ada dan sekarang saya tak mahu hilang kawan lagi kerana dia ada kelemahan.. tapi tidak kah awak sedar yang apa yang saya buat adalah sama dengan apa yang awak buat sekarang nih..tidak kah kawan awak juga mempunyai kelemahan

da fist guy i love

23 ABOUT HIM IN MY EYES

1)he is the first guy that said "i'm proud of you" to me in my diploma convocation day and no one guy had said it to me...
2)his phone name in my phone list is "my sugar daddy"
3)he always make me cry 
4) he is my "atm machine" because of he always give me money but not in "borrowing term"
5)always act that he still young and make his wife jealous
6)like to play badminton with his son and daughter but always "smash" them and laugh with the evil face
7)every time he made me sad he always call my sis and ask her to coax me
8)he like exercise very much specially jogging  while i hate exercise
9)he has flat tummy (i'm jealous about this fact)
10)he has little beard and mustache but he don't want his future son in-law has that
11)like green that's why he will join what ever party that has green color
12)like to go to vacation but always end up at the same place but different hotel or resort
13)like cat while i'm not interested it
14)always listen to my sis lecture...hahaha good job sis
15)like to watch Korea and Japanese drama for example yamada taro monogatari,crows zero (Japan drama)
16)like mathematics very much while i really hate numbers
17)he don't want me to cut my hair but his hair always short(hey i know why after my little sister was born and you cut your hair)
18)before his got married he has motorcycle gangs, in Malaysia we call them as "mat motor" not kind of "mat rempit" okeyyy
19)from he was young until now he never called himself as "aku" but always claim it as saya,awk or teman
20)he never got angry if someone mad at him and never reply it but he always shows his smile(thats why i really hate someone talking bad about him!!!you all will deserve it when i become a successful girl!! you gotta beware kayy!!! i'm not kidding)
21)he will punish me if i'm not perform my solat T_T
22)before he will punish me he will give 3 warning talk after third warning...hehehehe you gotta get it!!
23)actually he is my father but he always be my enemy,my debate gang,a shoulder to cry,my "teman bergayut phone", swimming coach,my ustaz,badminton coach,self defense coach,my atm machine,my best friend,my place for mengumpat,but not my place to tell my "very expensive" secret because he will tell it to his lovely wifey....hurmmm...that's really true...


so if i will have my husband..i don't to want him to be 100% like my father but i just want him to respect him and don't talk bad bout my parents thats all.. i think everyone want it right?

HAPPY FATHER DAY to Mr Kamaruddin b Zainal Abidin!!! abah you are the king of fathers and you are the best that's all i can say because there is no point that can explain how good are you...

my motivation songs for 2011-ARASHI

TITLE: YURASE, IMA WO
BY: ARASHI


There is no other way but to cry, the city shone through the glass.
I watch the crowd in order not to be left behind in this unstoppable time.

We ride with the flow and sometimes we cannot see anything.
I will open my eyes and not look away, definitely there is a light.

Facing the growing up wind, I was beaten by heavy rain.
Tomorrow the rain will stop and the sun will be waiting.
That day was worn-out, but there is a sparking dream that is becoming stronger.

Shake it, shake it, shake it more. We are going
to run now all the way.
So that will know the meaning of everything, going going going on.

As we live in this time, we will gently soar high.
I always feel the present alone.
The past and the future are shining, we take it step by step, it's starting now.

Like the back and forth wave, changes are continuously coming.
The footprints we left behind everyday, will definitely move forward.

Before your know it time has change, it doesn't matter anymore what people say.
Because of those challenges, a stronger me will be waiting.
Even the colorless scenery has become colorful in front of me.

Turn around, turn around, turn around more. We are going
to continue to search for our dreams.
Combining our voices, going, going, going on.

As we live in this time, our smiles will softly bloom.
I always feel my dreams alone.
I'm packing everything that I want to show you, I'm going forward now.

As the wind blows to you, as it reaches you, as you laugh.
Just as I imagined, the story continues again and we are going to meet again someday.

Shake it, shake it, shake it more. We are going
to run now all the way.
So that will know the meaning of everything, going going going on.

As we live in this time, we will gently soar high.
I always feel the present alone.
The past and the future are shining, we take it step by step, it's right here now.




lagu nih MESTI fish-ball pilih kalo fish-ball tengah busy wat assignment tak pn bler dapat result yg tak xsuka..kira motivation la =P 
ARASHI,ARASHI FOR DREAM !!!

Lebih baik tak payah hidup kalau xder masalah

Recently fish-ball kena mengadap banyak personal life problem mean dengan kawan-kawan
belum masuk lagi life as student yang kena wa banyak assignment and exam
tapi tak da orang mati la sebab wat banyak assignment

tapi bila fish-ball fikir balik fish-ball rasa beruntung kat kawan-kawan rapat masa sekolah dulu
sebab dieorang selalu dengar bila fish-ball ada masalah
tak lupa gak kat kawan rapat yang kat kolej

part yang paling tak best ialah fish-ball dah takda tempat fish-ball lepas geram
selalu nyer aween, mika, mr shubert yang selalu kena...ahaha
kesian kat dieorg..tapi thanks la

sekarunk nih sorang kawan fish-ball pernah cakap kalo kiter marah kat seseorang tue
solution untuk hilangkan MARAH sebelum tido and selepas tido mention kat diri kita
yang kita mesti maafkan die jangan marah kat die
so fishball try and wat masa nih treatment nih berjalan lancar

so everytime fish-ball da masalah even now pn ade masalah..fish-ball fikir idup x best klo xder masalah...
wat pe ader otak kalo xnak fikir


p/s:today my sis call awal2 pagi just nak kasi tau yang my lovely mom mimpi pasal fish-ball kahwin...huh??..so fish-ball yg tgh dlm mood gantuk tanya kat my mom "mak ader tanya tak yang umur anyah berapa time mak tengok anyah kahwin(WELL BLEH LA FISH-BALL PREPARE TIME UMUR TUE)??" and my mom ckap yang time tue die tengah kelam kabut jahit langsir for my weeding die tak sempat pulak nak tanya...ahahaha...

Love DELETE button

kenapa fish-ball suka DELETE button?
sebab everytime kalau kita sedang menaip dan tiba-tiba kita tertaip ayat salah
kita dengan senang hatinya akan tekan DELETE button
jadi ayat kita akan dibetulkan semula...


kalau hidup kita nih boleh ada DELETE button
alangkah seronok nya hidup nih
dapat lupakan benda yang kita tak mahu ingat langsung
macam moment yang amat memalukan,membencikan
tak pun orang yang kita tak mahu ingat langsung
sebab benda tu kalau kita teringat mesti kita rasa tak senang hati
terutama nya bila ada orang ungkitkan balik
perghh BENCI NYER !!!
So fish-ball memang suka DELETE button kalau die memang wujud dalam life nih
macam moment kena marah dengan family,kawan even orang yang tak dikenali langsung...
jadi fish-ball dapat lupakan nyer


tapi kalau kita lupakan kejadian-kejadian nih
kita akan lupa pengalaman and pengajaran nya
dan hidup kita tak interesting langsung
tak da color...


p/s:nak sesangat DELETE kan sesuatu yang susah nak lupa and susah nak ingat,tapi bila teringat kita BENCI kan nyer...tapi bila terlupa mula  kita tercari2 sebab nya..ok saya teringatkan nya sekarang =P