Wednesday, 28 December 2011

Silence is much better then speak

nih la reason kenapa fish-ball kata diam adalah lebih baik dari bercakap

kadang-kadang kita boleh tahu lagi banyak benda kalau kita senyap...kita bleh tau reaksi orang yang sedang bercakap..tanpa kita sedar kita boleh tau samada orang itu menipu atau pun tidak

senyap kita mampu melihat perangai sebenar seseorang itu tanpa perlu dia berkata2..(try it and believe me!!)

SILANCE CAN HELP YOU SEE SOMEONE NATURE

kalau kita senyap, orang maybe boleh tahu apa yang kita mahu sebenar nya

senyap boleh menunjukkan provokasi terhadap seseorang..(itu amatlah berguna kalo orang yg kta provok tue jenis banyak mulut)

tue pasal la fish-ball kalau jumpe orang yg first time fish-ball jumpa fish-ball akan diam dahulu..even though fish-ball nih bising gk orang nyer..

Friday, 2 December 2011

you are important to me


when i was browsing youtube i found this song that really related with my situation right now..i really appreciate with you guys hardwork... anyway thank mak and abah!!! luv you very much..situasi hari nih memang membuka mata anak mu ini...

This song is just for you


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Wednesday, 28 September 2011

alat untuk hempas sgala kemarahan

Fish-ball memang benci giler dengan PINK sebab die adalah so simple i hate it..the color is so striking for me..goshh i don't know if what i hav to do if i have hubby yg minat pink perghh tak mau fikir
back to the story 
fish-ball dah jumpa da alat untuk fish-ball hempas geram or tension ,mcm skarunk nih fish-ball tgh baring-baring sambil hempas-hempas kaki fish-ball atas die nih, fish-ball terjumpa die masa fish-ball tengah wat keja kt dalam bilik hurm stich warna  PINK  besar pulak tue..tak tau la sape punyer owner nih..fish-ball bagi secret name die PINKY Stich..tak sanggup nk tengok pinky nih sbb terlampau pink and bleh buat orang pening biler tengok color die..first time nampak die terdampar atas katil hehehe first ayat "abis la riwayat kamu nanti..HAHAHA"*evil laugh* nih la benda yang first warna pink yg pernah berada dekat dengan fish-ball nih..tp kalo kawan yang suka pakai pink memang banyak, maybe dieorg nak attention lebeh kot..=D
Saturday, 23 July 2011

penting kah die

please apologize me if this thing are wrong in your perception..=)

berdasarkan pandangan kawan-kawan fish-ball, mereka cakap fish-ball nih seorang yang suka cakap terus terang and suka main-main..hehehe its true!!!

fish-ball sayang kawan-kawan fish-ball semua nya!!! until one thing that make me recall back ...
APAKAH MAKSUD SAHABAT AKA FRIEND

fish-ball tak pernah terjangka yang satu hari nanti ada orang akan mempertikaikan kenapa fish-ball berkawan dengan dia sedangkan die adalah ....and in just a moment  he/she has lost some of his friends..until now i still don't know what a meaning of friend

hurmmm thats hurt i think...

and the answer for that question is
dahulu saya pernah buang kawan kerana satu point sahaja tapi akhir nya saya sedar yang kawan saya itu ialah  antara kawan yang terbaik saya pernah ada dan sekarang saya tak mahu hilang kawan lagi kerana dia ada kelemahan.. tapi tidak kah awak sedar yang apa yang saya buat adalah sama dengan apa yang awak buat sekarang nih..tidak kah kawan awak juga mempunyai kelemahan
Sunday, 19 June 2011

da fist guy i love

23 ABOUT HIM IN MY EYES

1)he is the first guy that said "i'm proud of you" to me in my diploma convocation day and no one guy had said it to me...
2)his phone name in my phone list is "my sugar daddy"
3)he always make me cry 
4) he is my "atm machine" because of he always give me money but not in "borrowing term"
5)always act that he still young and make his wife jealous
6)like to play badminton with his son and daughter but always "smash" them and laugh with the evil face
7)every time he made me sad he always call my sis and ask her to coax me
8)he like exercise very much specially jogging  while i hate exercise
9)he has flat tummy (i'm jealous about this fact)
10)he has little beard and mustache but he don't want his future son in-law has that
11)like green that's why he will join what ever party that has green color
12)like to go to vacation but always end up at the same place but different hotel or resort
13)like cat while i'm not interested it
14)always listen to my sis lecture...hahaha good job sis
15)like to watch Korea and Japanese drama for example yamada taro monogatari,crows zero (Japan drama)
16)like mathematics very much while i really hate numbers
17)he don't want me to cut my hair but his hair always short(hey i know why after my little sister was born and you cut your hair)
18)before his got married he has motorcycle gangs, in Malaysia we call them as "mat motor" not kind of "mat rempit" okeyyy
19)from he was young until now he never called himself as "aku" but always claim it as saya,awk or teman
20)he never got angry if someone mad at him and never reply it but he always shows his smile(thats why i really hate someone talking bad about him!!!you all will deserve it when i become a successful girl!! you gotta beware kayy!!! i'm not kidding)
21)he will punish me if i'm not perform my solat T_T
22)before he will punish me he will give 3 warning talk after third warning...hehehehe you gotta get it!!
23)actually he is my father but he always be my enemy,my debate gang,a shoulder to cry,my "teman bergayut phone", swimming coach,my ustaz,badminton coach,self defense coach,my atm machine,my best friend,my place for mengumpat,but not my place to tell my "very expensive" secret because he will tell it to his lovely wifey....hurmmm...that's really true...


so if i will have my husband..i don't to want him to be 100% like my father but i just want him to respect him and don't talk bad bout my parents thats all.. i think everyone want it right?

HAPPY FATHER DAY to Mr Kamaruddin b Zainal Abidin!!! abah you are the king of fathers and you are the best that's all i can say because there is no point that can explain how good are you...
Thursday, 14 April 2011

my motivation songs for 2011-ARASHI

TITLE: YURASE, IMA WO
BY: ARASHI


There is no other way but to cry, the city shone through the glass.
I watch the crowd in order not to be left behind in this unstoppable time.

We ride with the flow and sometimes we cannot see anything.
I will open my eyes and not look away, definitely there is a light.


Facing the growing up wind, I was beaten by heavy rain.
Tomorrow the rain will stop and the sun will be waiting.
That day was worn-out, but there is a sparking dream that is becoming stronger.


Shake it, shake it, shake it more. We are going
to run now all the way.
So that will know the meaning of everything, going going going on.

As we live in this time, we will gently soar high.
I always feel the present alone.
The past and the future are shining, we take it step by step, it's starting now.

Like the back and forth wave, changes are continuously coming.
The footprints we left behind everyday, will definitely move forward.

Before your know it time has change, it doesn't matter anymore what people say.
Because of those challenges, a stronger me will be waiting.
Even the colorless scenery has become colorful in front of me.

Turn around, turn around, turn around more. We are going
to continue to search for our dreams.
Combining our voices, going, going, going on.

As we live in this time, our smiles will softly bloom.
I always feel my dreams alone.
I'm packing everything that I want to show you, I'm going forward now.

As the wind blows to you, as it reaches you, as you laugh.
Just as I imagined, the story continues again and we are going to meet again someday.

Shake it, shake it, shake it more. We are going
to run now all the way.
So that will know the meaning of everything, going going going on.

As we live in this time, we will gently soar high.
I always feel the present alone.
The past and the future are shining, we take it step by step, it's right here now.





lagu nih MESTI fish-ball pilih kalo fish-ball tengah busy wat assignment tak pn bler dapat result yg tak xsuka..kira motivation la =P 
ARASHI,ARASHI FOR DREAM !!!
Sunday, 10 April 2011

Lebih baik tak payah hidup kalau xder masalah

Recently fish-ball kena mengadap banyak personal life problem mean dengan kawan-kawan
belum masuk lagi life as student yang kena wa banyak assignment and exam
tapi tak da orang mati la sebab wat banyak assignment

tapi bila fish-ball fikir balik fish-ball rasa beruntung kat kawan-kawan rapat masa sekolah dulu
sebab dieorang selalu dengar bila fish-ball ada masalah
tak lupa gak kat kawan rapat yang kat kolej

part yang paling tak best ialah fish-ball dah takda tempat fish-ball lepas geram
selalu nyer aween, mika, mr shubert yang selalu kena...ahaha
kesian kat dieorg..tapi thanks la

sekarunk nih sorang kawan fish-ball pernah cakap kalo kiter marah kat seseorang tue
solution untuk hilangkan MARAH sebelum tido and selepas tido mention kat diri kita
yang kita mesti maafkan die jangan marah kat die
so fishball try and wat masa nih treatment nih berjalan lancar

so everytime fish-ball da masalah even now pn ade masalah..fish-ball fikir idup x best klo xder masalah...
wat pe ader otak kalo xnak fikir


p/s:today my sis call awal2 pagi just nak kasi tau yang my lovely mom mimpi pasal fish-ball kahwin...huh??..so fish-ball yg tgh dlm mood gantuk tanya kat my mom "mak ader tanya tak yang umur anyah berapa time mak tengok anyah kahwin(WELL BLEH LA FISH-BALL PREPARE TIME UMUR TUE)??" and my mom ckap yang time tue die tengah kelam kabut jahit langsir for my weeding die tak sempat pulak nak tanya...ahahaha...
Friday, 8 April 2011

Love DELETE button

kenapa fish-ball suka DELETE button?
sebab everytime kalau kita sedang menaip dan tiba-tiba kita tertaip ayat salah
kita dengan senang hatinya akan tekan DELETE button
jadi ayat kita akan dibetulkan semula...


kalau hidup kita nih boleh ada DELETE button
alangkah seronok nya hidup nih
dapat lupakan benda yang kita tak mahu ingat langsung
macam moment yang amat memalukan,membencikan
tak pun orang yang kita tak mahu ingat langsung
sebab benda tu kalau kita teringat mesti kita rasa tak senang hati
terutama nya bila ada orang ungkitkan balik
perghh BENCI NYER !!!
So fish-ball memang suka DELETE button kalau die memang wujud dalam life nih
macam moment kena marah dengan family,kawan even orang yang tak dikenali langsung...
jadi fish-ball dapat lupakan nyer


tapi kalau kita lupakan kejadian-kejadian nih
kita akan lupa pengalaman and pengajaran nya
dan hidup kita tak interesting langsung
tak da color...


p/s:nak sesangat DELETE kan sesuatu yang susah nak lupa and susah nak ingat,tapi bila teringat kita BENCI kan nyer...tapi bila terlupa mula  kita tercari2 sebab nya..ok saya teringatkan nya sekarang =P
Sunday, 6 March 2011

Manusia Semakin Pelik

first time fish-ball nampak bdak kolej fish-ball pkai
jaket pendek and skirt color pink terang,t-shirt n tight color hitam and yang paling x bleh trima pakai
die pakai tudung warna pink dah la hari jumaat plak tue..skit mata tengok time tengah2 ari
skirt + tudung = xbleh trima langsung

Second Naik bus...nampak Chinese couple naik bus..tapi awek die jela yang naik bus..cara say gud bye
jari telunjuk tekan pipi awek die 2 kali macam tekan buzzer jawab soalan then say bye2.

third tengok 3 orang budak perempuan dalam umur 3 or 4 tahun main WWE sorang jadi referee..not bad sebab die pkai tangan n kaki skali..

fourth...A guy, awek die dating dengan 2 lelaki lain selain die,seorang ex-bf and sorang lagi tengah ngorat awek die..then guy tue tahu and kasi awek die kuar every night dengan lelaki2 tue..xda perasaan marah geram ker?die la manusia paling pelik pernah jumpa...giler penyabar

anyway from my opinion la...its ok kalau nak jadi manusia pelik tapi tolong la jadi manusia yang pelik dan berakal yang boleh fikir baik or buruk...








Tuesday, 22 February 2011

nk CAKAP or xnak

really nak cakap kat beberapa orang dengan ayat camnih..

BOLEH TAK ? AWAK JAGA DIRI AWAK SENDIRI AND NASIHATKAN DIRI AWAK SENDIRI
SEBELUM NAK KUTUK ORANG PLEASE LA
TENGOK CERMIN DAHULU
JANGAN NAK PERLI ORANG SEBELUM TAHU APE YANG TERJADI SEBENAR NYER 


KO NAK KENA GELAK BALIK KER???

seriously nak cakap macam nih..tapi dah nama nyer kawan..if die baca tolong la terasa yang statement ini untuk die..saya x nak buat musuh dengan kawan sendiri....
Friday, 18 February 2011

Suprise=Kejutan

Kejutan demi kejutan berlaku dalam hidup fish-ball recently
antara nyer my classmate waktu sekolah menengah dlu ramai dah nk berkahwin
this week da jugak yang on da way nak bertunang
yang dah kahwin and ada anak dah rmai dah
but still in my mind  i feel i still young 

blum msuk lagi 22 tahun June nanti baru cukup umur
Still lagi manja dengan mak and abah
still bergaduh rebut barang dengan along and adik2
the most important is i'm still study
still tak rasa lagi bekerja sendiri then belanja family pegi vacation
Then apa yang berlaku di sekeliling fish-ball membuatkan fish-ball terfikir 
"Cepat nyer masa berlalu..."

Tapi fish-ball proud dengan kawan-kawan fish-ball
sebab da yang sambung belajar sampai ke overseas
yang kahwin tue sungguh berani
sebab korang still muda lagi untuk melepaskan title "cik" to "puan"
and korang memang sanggup pikul tanggungjawab la

Fish-ball still happy dengan hidup nih
fish-ball gak rasa sangat bersyukur dengan segala kurnian tuhan
yang memberikan fish-ball such a great family,hepi friends,great condition and etc.


‘When you don’t find the things you like, or what you want to do, you don’t have to do anything special.
I mean, even if you do the things that you don’t want to exert yourself on, that’s no fun is it? 
But isn't that time period important too? Starting and stopping something is easy, 
so it’s good to just look back on those things. 
That way, you will definitely come across something that you can feel you want to continue, for sure.’
By Ninomiya Kazunari(ARASHI)
Friday, 11 February 2011

Melangut Tengok Orang kahwin

berangkat la 4 sekawan, sekuntum bunga dan 3 ekor kumbang 
melihat abang kawan dieorang kahwin di Muar Johor
tak lupa juga kepada rakan-rakan yang ikut jalan lain
Gembira tak terhingga pabila sang bunga berjumpa dengan sahabat lama 
yang sudah lama tak ditemui
dah lama xjmpe..bler dh dpt jmpe...



nih la pengantin nyer

berpakatlah mereka semua berangkat 
melihat kawasan-kawasan yang indah 
pabila sesudah kenduri tamat
tujuan nya adalah untuk mengambil gambar untuk kenang-kenangan

bila malam menjelma 
para2 shabat berangkatlah pulang ke kl
tapi apakan daya jalan jam
jadi makan malam la mereka dirumah pengantin itu semula

sungguh ini menjadi pengalaman yang tidak dapat dilupakan


p/s:sang bunga tue fish-ball la yerk
Saturday, 5 February 2011

deep CONVERSATION with 8 years old boy

Yezza deep conversation talk with my youngest brother Fauzan about saving money for economy PSP 3D(i think)
but the point is WEYY ADIK AKU DA MATANG LA WEYYY tapi die baru 8 tahun...
fish-ball masa umur 8 tahun pun still lagi tak pandai menggunakan perkataan simpan duit,jimat,perbaziran dan bla2
perbincangan tue bermula pabila fsh-ball tengah tengok citer amour hero kat tv3 kt umah sedara..
then fauzan said "anyah berapa harga psp ekk adik nak beli la?"
fish-ball: "ekkk?adik nak beli mahal la duit mara anyah dapat yang sebulan tue pun x cukup untuk beli psp tue"
fauzan:"adik tengah simpan duit la nih adik nak simpan sampai adik darjah 4"
fish-ball:"ooo..so adik dah start ker belum simpan duit?"
fauzan:"dah adk da simpan duit dah,adik tak guna duit belanja adik,tapi jangan bagi tau mak nanti adik tak dapat duit belanja da"

fish-ball:terus berlari mendapatkan akak ku along and adik2 ku yang lain..
wow dah besar adik ku nih..i'm really proud with you fauzan even abah still dukung ko 




Saturday, 29 January 2011

azam for thn 2011 TAPI....

Wahh dah dkat nk sebulan masuk thun 2011 baru nak fikir
ala better late then never(ayat macam mintak lempang free)
teringat masa 2010 mak fish-ball pernah tanya ape azam untuk 2010
so dengan bersemangat sambil tangan silang bentuk L ckap kt mak
"jadi ultraman"then dapat la ceramah free dari Ustazah NOR ASMAH yakni my mum..
so this 2011 my azam ialah..JAGA KESIHATAN N TURUN KAN BERAT BADAN
turunkan berat badan still under process tp bleh la seluar dah longgar balik
tapi baju konvo still x boleh pakai lagi...WALAWEH ahaha
tapi untuk jaga kesihatan tue mesti lah dengan pergi exercise diri tue
tapi fish-ball takder semangat jer 
pernah sekali perghh exited nk pegi exercise
then end up with jalan kaki pegi kedai beli waffle coklat and peanut with sport shoes
sape sruh kedai tue lagi dekat dengan taman


 COBAAAN....

Friday, 21 January 2011

Horrible day kelam kelibut



first this morning
TERbangun lambt kul 7.33 pagi kelas kul 8.00 pagi rumah plak jauh dari kolej 
kelas tutorial tnya kawan name puven pasal soklan hampeh die x jawab..xmo kawan da
tanya lecture die tak dengar layan geng lain dlm klas
soklan tutorial ssah sebab cuti lama sangat da lupe sedap tiru jawapan kna tegur dengan lecture
pakai selendang macam hampeh sebab tudung buat hal arinih
laptop charger tetiba buat hal plak arinih

Afternoon 
da orang _ _ _ buat hal dengan fish-ball arinih..lantak ko la malas nak layan.buat mengabiskan tenaga jer kalo nak bertekak dengan ko
nak makan tapi kedai plak tutup makn pau jela

Night
sape ntah tetiba mesej time fish-ball tengah gantuk cakap da test isnin nih.tnya subjek per die bagi subjek world trade(subjek nih mmang fish-ball amik ).so fish-ball gelabah baca buku and buat note sebab xpernah buat note utk subjek tue then rupe2 nyer die slah antar mesej sebab fish-ball tnya sape die


Really TIRED today... 

Thursday, 20 January 2011

nEw Addict =P

Fish-ball dengar lagu nih tapi version Sho Sakurai from ARASHI menyanyi plus rap
This song really sound so enjoy
betul  korang try tengok nih
and i don't care if anyone don't like it..ahaha 
anyway i take it at youtube this video clip are not mine
i juz wanna to share  



nih die nyer lyric yang betul nyer

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay..
Saturday, 8 January 2011

say HELLO to 2011 and BUBYE to 2010

Sepanjang 2010 pe yg fish-ball wat..ermm agak bnyak gak la..kot
awal January :Gembira sebab my cousin bertunang...die la sepupu yang first bertunang.beli selipar da muka bear comel 
Februari: Terkasar bahasa dengan lecture kot...tp until now still orang tue and tak jumpe-jumpe die lg..i'm so sorry..terlepas marah kt orang lain..sori ekk.. 
March: Hepi besday to my mum and qidah my youngest sis..start busy buat final year project..and mc D taman midah jadi umah kedua.First time pengsan kt kolej..sedih sebab time tue sorang2 jer...thanks to lecture yang tolong aritue..gaduh dengan my abah tercyang..
Mei: Hepi besday to Faiz adik no 3..padan muka thn nih ko SPM..addict dengan drama ryusei no kizuna akibat nyer...perangai pn dah terikut-ikut dengan character main actor drama tue..giler la
Jun: Sambung degree..YEZZA...Bachelor in Business Information Technology with International Business..cehhhh.Accident fish-ball naik moto langgar waja..padah nyer tangan xboleh angkat benda berat selama 2 bulan lebih..sakit giler
August:First time wakil Kolej g UITM Dungun masuk pertandingan Multimedia...kalah..tak tau dapat no brape..tp bangga la gkkk..time nih still lg dlam proses mengingat nama bdak2 kelas
October:  My precious lappy nyer pnya pnymbung screen skru die ptah..then kalo nak tukar rm 260..sedih giler..
November:my CONVO DAY...and my ...internship skill day...berjaya dpat berat yang diidam kan 50 kg actually i want 49 kg
December: Pindah rumah sewa bru..abis praktikal.*heaven giler,Berat naik dah tak boleh pakai bju kurung msa konvo sebab dah ketat dah...sedih nyer..so make new azam...kekal kan berat 52 kg or less than that..ahaha